Decide my destiny....

Today I realized that even though I hold my own destiny that I do not believe under any circumstances that I would like to know what it is. You see I am constantly wondering "if". That is right, I am always asking myself, "what if?" I am tired of asking this question and am now thinking that I would like to just start being a little more bold and change my question to, "now what?".
I have not been shy in trying to accomplish things. Yesterday after floating in a tube down the New River (in Virginia), getting the front of my body scraped up by pointy rocks, scratchy seaweed, and having super red skin, I found a leech stuck to the back of my leg. I did not freak out instead (and my dad would have been so proud), I burnt it off. Now I have a small purple hickey from a leech on the back of my leg that goes so well with the red scratches and sunburn. I didn't freak when trying to change out of my swimsuit my friend started to laugh at my leech predicament and drop the towel that was surrounding me so that my co-workers could see my naked ass. Oh well (even though it was somewhat embarrassing) I let them have the opportunity to see the moon. What better thing is there? Ha ha.
There is someone I like. Have for awhile now and I do not get to see him much. I am not sure as what I should do. I am going to be around him for another couple of days and then it is back to being hundreds of miles apart until September. I sometimes feel a bit of flirtation going on but since he hasn't made the move, I am hesitant. What should I do?

Why don't you all decide my destiny....